Say what I did wrong in the relationship you mean? I have no problem doing that. I expected a lot, more than he was capable of, being that he is much younger than me and was a new parent. I let everything else get in the way. I forgot how to have fun. I wasn't as understanding as I should have been. He cheated, more than once but only once physically. I stayed, but there was resentment. It caused arguments. After the last girl I found out about, I cheated too. I then left shortly after that. During the time we have been not living together, we spent some time completely broken up and would still see each other off and on. I thought for a long time that it was hopeless so I pushed him away. I didn't believe that things could be better and we could change. But in reality, we have both changed a great deal since I left. We never stopped loving each other and he has been trying his ass off since I left, up until a few weeks ago when he met this girl. I shouldn't have pushed when there was still love there.