Dark Night of the Soul

LOL, thanks :).

I sure hope so. I feel like I have been ready for quite some time.

How are you doing today?

oneLOVEsoulJAH

Hi Dear Indigo,
I truly feel with you, and have also been going through a lot this past week. I was so set and up for the 21st, but everything turned out much differently and yes, I have been unnder attack since then. Lots of negative..at me and around me and yes, it is very hard to take..All I can imagine is that it one of my lessons to transmute my environment from negative to positive..or at least a peaceful neutral..It is very hard to do.but I do not want the negative to drag me down. I go outside.walk a bit in a park or nature...loo at the sky and trees....It's been very rainy and cold and always gray since the 21 so that doesn't help either...
Do your best with your imagination... make up a beautiful dream and live in that dream if only with your imagination...it does help...at least it helps me to get through this...good luck to you ad lots of
love, another empath...Silent Companion

Same. Really trying for my kids though. My ex is dropping his daughter off with me for an hour so at least I get to see her for a little, I guess.

Thank you so much. That is exactly when it got much worse for me, the 21st. I really had looked forward to that date for at least 7 years and it went entirely different than expected.

Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me through this. I hope everyone is having a blessed holiday.

ONElove.

We can move through the Dark Night and the waves of energies together.

oneLOVEsoulJAH

I know this is not going to be a very popular response in this day and age, or perhaps among this group, but I have found that the Catholic Church, when you are open to what it truly teaches and has to offer (irrespective of the sinful nature of some of its leaders) offers a vast array of prayers, teachings, sacraments and practices to support the soul. If and when you are willing to have faith in Jesus, and to deny yourself and offer up your sacrifices out of love for others in his name, his entire Kingdom is opened up for you, and he will not let you down if you offer him your life and seek his continued support.

I sound like a total whacko, but I guarantee you I am as sane and normal as they come. I never in a million years would have imagined myself a Catholic, but when I allowed myself to seek the Truth, no matter where it led, and I allowed myself to be open to all possibilities, my entire life, spiritual, emotional, physical, etc. was changed for the better. You just have to be willing to look beyond the controversy and the misconceptions and be open to the work of God in your life. He provides all the tools we need to make it through those dark times, and they can be found in the Catholic church.

Thank you. I was raised Catholic though, went to Catholic school, etc. I left that religion 10 or so years ago. Mostly due to the hypocrisy I saw in the people there. No offense to you, obviously not everyone is like that. I have just been trying to live in truth and love and I thought I was doing pretty good at it, so I'm not sure what the problem is. I also consider myself extremely close to God/Source.

While I still feel just as shitty, I've been asking for signs and sending love like crazy. Today, while concentrating on love and staring at the fire, the log burned into the shape of a heart. Just now, I saw a shooting star out of my bedroom window :)

Every thing comes in waves - its learning to ride them - the difficult and the awesome. Enjoy the awesome!

oneLOVEsoulJAH

You are loved and blessed Indigo. Please don't ever forget this. Your angels are around you honey...I have not read the whole thread cause I have been banned but have you asked for thier help and guidance and postive light to surround you now during this difficult time? Never hurts to ask if not ;) Sending positive energy your way right now...this is a image of a power angel as I call her :) Place your hand on the image...or just even viewing it makes me feel better. Postive Angel energy for you....

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Thank you so so much. Why were you banned? :(. I sure have, I am calling on everyone I can think of to help me, have constant candles burning. That is a beautiful image :).

I don't know! I never did anything bad... Good to hear know they are with you. I found that image years ago while feeling the same way you are feeling. I don't normally post to much anymore on here but your spirit called to me I had to post it for you. Or perhaps it was your angels speaking to me...no matter how it came to be...but that power angel was meant to be for you now ;) love you Indigo have a good night honey.

Did you have a name on here before you got banned? I don't remember if you did, sorry :(. Thank you, again, for that, so so much :). Love to you too & you have a good night as well!

333=Angels I like playing with the names now lol...

Angels?! Serious?! I haven't seen you on here in a really long time!

Let's keep it on the down low thanks I love being anon lol. goto go and put my son to bed now...but I am so glad I got to see this thread...and speak to you again. Your a powerful spirit...you can get through this girl you know it! lol ttys :)

Aww, no problem. I am so glad to see you on here! I was worried about you. Thank you, dear! Have an awesome rest of the night :) :hf::hf: