For the first time ever, I am truly afraid

that time of the month?

I don't know what it is or why but I have an anxiousness that I cannot shake. While part of me believes nothing will happen in the next few weeks, another part of me is worried and nervous.

I am a tough broad, haha. I have faced many trials throughout my life.

Some that I look back on and wonder, what was I thinking?

Like the time my oldest daughter was being bullied and 15 girls showed up at my house to "confront" her. I ran out onto my lawn with a baseball bat ready to swing at anyone that attempted to harm her. Needless to say my psychotic behavior that night paved a better road for her at school because no one wanted to mess with the girl with the lunatic for a mother.

I faced sickness, almost losing my home, raising my girls alone, and countless other scenarios. It is life, nothing spectacular and nothing that no one else faces. But I faced it head on, never backing down and with no fear. I believe in God, heart, body and soul.

I am afraid. I don't know what to expect and I don't know if I have done enough in my life or helped my girls enough.

I mean that's what it is all about, right? Doing for others. I hope I have done enough, I hope I have taught my girls so that they have done enough. I hope I haven't wasted too much time because for once in my life, I am afraid.

You are all truly wonderful people. So many kind responses.

To the person that asked if I am concerned that I haven't done enough. Yes. I think that is the root of all of my worry.

I need to do more and if nothing happens, I need to remember how I have felt prior to this and do something about it.

It will be a second chance. Blessings to all of you.

We are all sinners sister, all of us.

It`s between you and Jesus, this is all that matters. Ask him to forgive all you feel uneasy about and he will.

From there, walk with the lord every day in your heart and you will feel his security and comfort. Ask of him to keep with you on the beautifull journey of life. In short make him your very best friend.

You may be fearing his coming return which is drawing near. The word is written and the future events will unfold as told and it`s not going to be pretty.

Keep your lamp full of oil and all that good stuff.

Much love to you from a/c

I don't know what it is or why but I have an anxiousness that I cannot shake. While part of me believes nothing will happen in the next few weeks, another part of me is worried and nervous.

I am a tough broad, haha. I have faced many trials throughout my life.

Some that I look back on and wonder, what was I thinking?

Like the time my oldest daughter was being bullied and 15 girls showed up at my house to "confront" her. I ran out onto my lawn with a baseball bat ready to swing at anyone that attempted to harm her. Needless to say my psychotic behavior that night paved a better road for her at school because no one wanted to mess with the girl with the lunatic for a mother.

I faced sickness, almost losing my home, raising my girls alone, and countless other scenarios. It is life, nothing spectacular and nothing that no one else faces. But I faced it head on, never backing down and with no fear. I believe in God, heart, body and soul.

I am afraid. I don't know what to expect and I don't know if I have done enough in my life or helped my girls enough.

I mean that's what it is all about, right? Doing for others. I hope I have done enough, I hope I have taught my girls so that they have done enough. I hope I haven't wasted too much time because for once in my life, I am afraid.

How the hell did this pathetic thread get 4 stars...



Has to be bullshit...

Thats interesting.. have you ever had a de'ja-vu moment around a year after the "memory"? (I dont know if that makes sense but im giving it a shot lol) I have had that feeling before and it actually helped me sort some things out! I wonder if this was some kind of early intuition for future events (say around this time) to help prepare you for something now? It may sound like a stretch but I have experienced this before firsthand and the closer time came to the "event" in my life the more synchronicities happened that reminded of something about a year before..

I know the feeling! I am young, so I haven't had nearly as much experience in this world as you have, but I get what you are saying.

It is a feeling of great tension. I feel it getting stronger pretty much ever day....

5 stars for you OP.

AC was your comment necessary?

5 stars for you OP.

AC was your comment necessary?

I`m so interested in the secrets of Time.

Can you tell me more?

I just find it annoying that threads that are actually thoughtful and informative almost never appear, and when they do, they are immediately disappeared.


But, this kind of bullshit thread, the kind where you assume the OP is going to reveal something that would be a CAUSE of her fear....after all that IS the alleged topic, turn out to be nothing more than a narcissitic brag-fest.

Did any of you ever notice that this type of thread, the brag thread, are virtually NEVER initiated by MEN?


I would say that this genre is 100% female dominated.


Now does that mean that the people, maybe men, who start this type of thread hate women, maybe for the reason demonstrated here, and want everyone else to hate them too?

Does it mean that the people, maybe men, who start this type of thread want women to realize how incredibly annoying this type of behavior is to themselves (men) and everyone else, and knock it off?

Does it mean that women, and women alone, really, really possess incredibly sucky personalities?


You decide.

I don't know what it is or why but I have an anxiousness that I cannot shake. While part of me believes nothing will happen in the next few weeks, another part of me is worried and nervous.

I am a tough broad, haha. I have faced many trials throughout my life.

Some that I look back on and wonder, what was I thinking?

Like the time my oldest daughter was being bullied and 15 girls showed up at my house to "confront" her. I ran out onto my lawn with a baseball bat ready to swing at anyone that attempted to harm her. Needless to say my psychotic behavior that night paved a better road for her at school because no one wanted to mess with the girl with the lunatic for a mother.

I faced sickness, almost losing my home, raising my girls alone, and countless other scenarios. It is life, nothing spectacular and nothing that no one else faces. But I faced it head on, never backing down and with no fear. I believe in God, heart, body and soul.

I am afraid. I don't know what to expect and I don't know if I have done enough in my life or helped my girls enough.

I mean that's what it is all about, right? Doing for others. I hope I have done enough, I hope I have taught my girls so that they have done enough. I hope I haven't wasted too much time because for once in my life, I am afraid.

I don't know what it is or why but I have an anxiousness that I cannot shake. While part of me believes nothing will happen in the next few weeks, another part of me is worried and nervous.

I am a tough broad, haha. I have faced many trials throughout my life.

Some that I look back on and wonder, what was I thinking?

Like the time my oldest daughter was being bullied and 15 girls showed up at my house to "confront" her. I ran out onto my lawn with a baseball bat ready to swing at anyone that attempted to harm her. Needless to say my psychotic behavior that night paved a better road for her at school because no one wanted to mess with the girl with the lunatic for a mother.

I faced sickness, almost losing my home, raising my girls alone, and countless other scenarios. It is life, nothing spectacular and nothing that no one else faces. But I faced it head on, never backing down and with no fear. I believe in God, heart, body and soul.

I am afraid. I don't know what to expect and I don't know if I have done enough in my life or helped my girls enough.

I mean that's what it is all about, right? Doing for others. I hope I have done enough, I hope I have taught my girls so that they have done enough. I hope I haven't wasted too much time because for once in my life, I am afraid.

You are all truly wonderful people. So many kind responses.

To the person that asked if I am concerned that I haven't done enough. Yes. I think that is the root of all of my worry.

I need to do more and if nothing happens, I need to remember how I have felt prior to this and do something about it.

It will be a second chance. Blessings to all of you.

Do not let fear obscure your judgment, iam amother of 2, and like you think as to what could come down in a few weeks, i praise the universe because i was able to be a mother, iam at peace for i have no control of nature, in the past few weeks ihave been preparing myself mentally for the possibility of global catastrophe, i pray for valor, not fear and not cowardice,not easy to do, but i need to have a good clear mind as time approaches.

I am actually a member at a few other forums, and many of us are having really bad feelings like something is going to happen and soon. Many of us found ourselves preparing for God only knows what, the good thing is I always prep for the winter months so me just buying some extra things and adding it to our winters supply doesn't really make much difference but its like the closer we get to whatever it is the stronger the feeling gets. Still we don't know what it is but we all are preparing for something and just don't know what it is. Its like God is telling us to be ready.