X Marks the Spot

Not that I don't enjoy life. I do. Very much. But it is quite difficult.

And great at the same time. It is an experience of beauty and tragedy.

To be separated once known, is a pain I can't let go of.

Nice song Paler.

There is no light there. I have considered, due the crushing sensation, it might be like being inside a 'black hole'. Or at least current accepted understanding of.

If that makes sense.

Makes sense to me. This is what I wrote last night for the interview.

It was more like seamlessly blending into the new environment. I had no idea where I am in space, but I am definitely out there. What an amazing feeling! There is darkness everywhere, but it does not have that ‘pressing’ feeling of darkness I am so used to. It is indescribable. It feels like light is everywhere, it just has nothing to reflect off of. It feels so pure, so…empty of force.



Good night everyone. Good dream.

Fuck you all :D [link to instagram.com]

To me, yes, no light, it's pure heart space , nothing ness but feeling of every thing too, out of time and place.
Nothing except the feeling of be-ingness, of love :) nothing can come into this space. You are within the golden pearl of your heart, the universe within and in perfect synch with the one breath of creation, your creation.

There is absolutely no mind/ego thought to pull you away from that feeling of bliss at all except maybe when someone downstairs is shouting up to tell you your dinner is ready:)

Good morning.

Did someone turn up the input signals last night?

Got so intense Lol.

I think palers healings are having the desired effect, I can feel in my heart again, the pleasurable pulling ache, my petals open :)

Hey my friend,

Feel the flame burning inside as the flower opens :)

I sent you a mail last night

[link to westerndigs.org]


Buried under a thousand years’ worth of eroded stone and wind-blown sand, Blue J has intrigued experts with what little it has revealed: the outlines of nearly 60 households, situated around a series of open plazas, the masonry and building styles dating their construction to the 11th century.

Almost entirely unexcavated, the settlement sits just 70 kilometers south of Chaco Canyon — the nexus of Ancestral Pueblo culture — and was built during the heyday of Chaco’s widest influence.

And yet Blue J has been notable so far for what it appeared to lack: the monumental, ceremonial architecture that would signal its role as a Chacoan community.

“Because the stonework of the archaeological ruins retains heat longer than surrounding soils, we can use the technology to reveal ‘hot’ areas where stone rubble was buried as well as ‘cool’ areas showing cavities below the surface,” Casana said in a statement.

“The drone identified at least one circular, buried anomaly that is almost exactly the right size for a great kiva,” Kantner said. ”It is decidedly not visible in any way on the surface.”

This feature may have the biggest implications of any other discovery made by the drone, he said, since the presence of a distinctly Chacoan religious structure would suggest that Blue J was, in fact, within Chaco Canyon’s cultural sphere of influence.

[link to www.dispatch.com]

University of Toronto archaeologist Susan Pfeiffer and an international team of scholars are recovering DNA as well as chemical isotopes from ancient American Indian teeth to sort out what happened in the northern Iroquoian communities of southern Ontario between the 13th and 16th centuries.

The DNA results revealed a great deal of genetic diversity and some specific mutations that might directly connect some ancient villagers and particular modern tribes.

The varying ratios of carbon and nitrogen in the teeth showed that while Late Woodland folks mostly ate maize and fish, the relative importance of fish declined as villages grew larger.

Pfeiffer’s team concludes that the “Middle and Late Woodland periods were times of population movement, mixing and diversification in the lower Great Lakes.”

Edited for privacy.

Think this was posted before but came up again this morning.

[link to www.livescience.com]

rib of an auroch with two closed eyes faces buried with 30 people without their heads.
Said rib staff was intentionally broken at both ends.

[link to www.iflscience.com]

New Stars Born at Milky Way's Edge

sent ye a mail :)

and yer upgraded,

Cheers fuchers

Perma Banned again. As per usual i'll pop back in when it ends.

Besides its full spring here. Time to become an outdoor cat again.

not a bad rendition, gives Leonard a run for his money

Any feedback from anyone on this?

You did not have to do that Phil, lots of love to you my friend, I have been in the garden basking in the sun all day.

I can cloud bust quite well now, if i had a team I could make it sunny here all the time :)

yer very welcome, my pleaseure,

would like to see that, i used to play with that after seeing michael monks vids,

Yes me to but I noticed something today, as I focus on the clouds I blur my vision and can see blue sky behind, I do not on purpose make an orb, I just picture it vanishing and it does, if we get more days like this I will film it.

How are you banned when you are signed in to post? I find that confusing. Enjoy the outdoors and gardening. Hope the weather is favorable there.

Good morning everyone. Beautiful day today.

hi guys, we have sunny day in london , not at all what was forecast and i just spent a pleasant hour in it within our cities square mile with our masters of the universe finance dept. listening to maybe some hopeful news and not the normal delusional bullshit i have become use to ignoring

maybe if they can keep the tone going for 3 years it might become true

is the feeling

well congratulations
you have landed on the 4 corners

Four Corners


[link to en.wikipedia.org]

and we know what 4 corners can do

[link to en.wikipedia.org]

well that feels a bit painful, some of this stuff from our past is pure yuck to our senses today
that could be one of them

good morning, hes it is nice here and a pleasant surprise to what was forecast by our great and good
not a surprise

so there is no misunderstandings 0 means no protection at all because 0 is meaningless as in: does not exist in nature