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Meadow1
User ID: 1560850 United States 06/27/2013 07:57 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | My heart goes out to you. You've been through so much in life, and yet, your sweet and strong spirit shines so brightly. Hugs to your daughter and to you. Blessings and love. M “So comes snow after fire, and even dragons have their endings.” ― J.R.R. Tolkien, The Hobbit |
George B
Extinct But Not Forgotten! User ID: 30843211 United States 06/28/2013 05:53 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hi everyone. I don't remember where I was on this thread, and I will try to get back into it. I know that there are so many of you that didn't get "gotten to". Quoting: Sandi_T Let me just tell you that the last months have been a huge struggle for our family. My 6 year old was diagnosed with diabetes in December of 2012, and she was very ill leading up to it. It has been difficult, to say the least, to deal with this. I have had to work extremely hard to keep it together, to learn what I must to care for her, and to try not to let her know how deeply it has affected me. Every day, I have to hurt my child... multiple times per day. Those days in the hospital and leading up to it are burned into my mind forever. There have been so many tears, and so much heartache, and this has been really difficult. The other day, she said to me, "I'd rather be dead than have diabetes". That tells you how profound and hard this has been for all of us. When a 6 year old says that, it's beyond heartbreaking. I'm told that I'm over-reacting to it. That it's "just" diabetes. That she's "fine". But it hasn't felt fine, and it hasn't been easy. I know that I let a lot of you down by abandoning the thread, but the truth is that this has been a real blow to us. It has been emotionally and financially devastating, even though we have insurance. Right now, we are struggling to get her an insulin pump, and it has indeed been a real struggle, along with several other things that have happened. I just haven't had the time, or honestly the heart, to try to help other people while I've been an emotional mess. Now, these months later, it has begun to settle down some and to get better. I'm really, really sorry that I have been gone so long. It has been a painful ride, and so many things have happened... and I know it's small excuse, but this turned into the last thing I could make time for. I'll try to figure this thread out and see where I was and get it moving again. I'm sure a lot have moved on, and I regret that. But I had to put my child first, and at least that part of it all, I don't regret. Thanks all. ~ Sandi It is so nice to see you back!!!! God's Speed and heart felt hopes for your child! Martin Luther King . . . Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter! "Email: [email protected]" All truths are easy to understand once they are discovered; the point is to discover them. Galileo Galilei, Italian astronomer & physicist (1564 - 1642) The only thing guaranteed in life is deception. . . everything else is optional . . . George B |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 36673341 United States 06/28/2013 06:21 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hi everyone. I don't remember where I was on this thread, and I will try to get back into it. I know that there are so many of you that didn't get "gotten to". Quoting: Sandi_T Let me just tell you that the last months have been a huge struggle for our family. My 6 year old was diagnosed with diabetes in December of 2012, and she was very ill leading up to it. It has been difficult, to say the least, to deal with this. I have had to work extremely hard to keep it together, to learn what I must to care for her, and to try not to let her know how deeply it has affected me. Every day, I have to hurt my child... multiple times per day. Those days in the hospital and leading up to it are burned into my mind forever. There have been so many tears, and so much heartache, and this has been really difficult. The other day, she said to me, "I'd rather be dead than have diabetes". That tells you how profound and hard this has been for all of us. When a 6 year old says that, it's beyond heartbreaking. I'm told that I'm over-reacting to it. That it's "just" diabetes. That she's "fine". But it hasn't felt fine, and it hasn't been easy. I know that I let a lot of you down by abandoning the thread, but the truth is that this has been a real blow to us. It has been emotionally and financially devastating, even though we have insurance. Right now, we are struggling to get her an insulin pump, and it has indeed been a real struggle, along with several other things that have happened. I just haven't had the time, or honestly the heart, to try to help other people while I've been an emotional mess. Now, these months later, it has begun to settle down some and to get better. I'm really, really sorry that I have been gone so long. It has been a painful ride, and so many things have happened... and I know it's small excuse, but this turned into the last thing I could make time for. I'll try to figure this thread out and see where I was and get it moving again. I'm sure a lot have moved on, and I regret that. But I had to put my child first, and at least that part of it all, I don't regret. Thanks all. ~ Sandi Hi sandi, good to hear from you again. You were a bright light here and very missed. Of course your child comes first and i can only imAgine how hard this has been for you and your family. I know when it comes to finding out what you can do and what choices exist to help your child, she is lucky you are her mum. As you will give all to find out how best to help her. What you offered here was amazing and a gift. I always new you would be back at the very least to let us know what was going on with you. Like many others here i was looking forward to your reading, but never felt let down when you stopped posting. Just always hoped that you were okay and that whatever you were going through would be okay. |
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User ID: 41676224 United States 06/28/2013 07:03 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Dear Sandi -- It is so wonderful to see you back, especially after reading what you and your family have been through. You have already helped so many people here, please don't beat yourself up about not getting to the board to answer requests for readings about past lives. Being there for your little girl Is the most important thing that you as a mother can do. That is exactly the way it is supposed to be. Giving life to and raising a child/children is God's gift to us. In the end absolutely NOTHING much matters if we bungle this job as a parent. Having a diagnosis of diabetes is life altering. Your little one will have to be careful and be aware for the rest of her life. Your own knowledge in regard to good food stuffs as well as homeopathic remedy (and western medicine, of course) will enable your daughter to walk the path of health and wellness that she is supposed to walk -- both alone and together with you and her father. Your pediatrician will probably have shared information about the non-profit association called Junior Diabetes Foundation. These people will be able to fill you in on all sorts of stuff -- both for your little one as well as for you. Support groups for you, support groups for her, diet, exercise info, important referral information of any sort is there for the asking including little things such as recipes for birthday party cakes for the child diabetic. This seems like such an odd statement but children like going to birthday parties with cake and ice cream. They hate not being able to have what the other kids are having. Certainly no one wants to be the "odd child out." Please give the Diabetes Foundation a try. Also, most hospitals have junior or child support groups for children around your daughter's age -- as well as for the mom's and dad's. Meeting other kid's her own age who have the disease might be helpful and calming for her as well. Now it is our turn to help you. You have an amazing gift, Sandi, and you have helped so many people, all the while not asking or expecting so much as a dime. Would you allow us to set up a program of donations/gifts that would assist with the medical expenses of your daughter? I am certain that because of your loving reputation, many here on the boards and elsewhere would be honored to give back to you -- you who gave so much to us for so long. You don't have to answer this moment, Just sit and let this all marinate for a day or two. You and your family have had a lot to deal with. There are many of us who are so grateful to hear that you are alright and want only what is best for you and for your family. (You and I do not know one another personally, but your writing on a couple of postings last year gave me the strength to go forward during what was then the most difficult time in my life. I thank you for your love and kindness.) God Bless You, Sandi. Think about what I said above and reply here on the board if you would like to go forward. Should you prefer, I can privately connect with you. Namaste. /h |
Carol B.
User ID: 30598717 United States 06/29/2013 10:56 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I am so glad to see you back. I believe you left off somewhere on page 5 or 6...I know it was getting really close to my turn. My heart goes out to you and yours. I know how it feels.... I am sending love and light and prayers for you and your daughter. Prayer.....the world's first wireless connection. |
Sandi_T
(OP) User ID: 17391665 United States 07/12/2013 12:18 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hello there :). Quoting: IndigoSerenity76 I would love a past life reading if you are still able to. Thanks in advance. Hope you are doing well. Hi Indigo. So I've been trying and trying to tune into you, and all I'm getting is a Louisianan Bayou in the early morning. The air is cool and damp, and mist curls all around the trees. The sound of crickets and frogs is so loud I can nearly hear it for real. Then I get the image of a black man holding a basketball and smiling as he twirls it, Harlem Globetrotter style. I have no interpretation of this at all, lol. That being said, it persists and has the feeling of an ancestral visitation versus a past life reading. I apologize if this is complete nonsense to you. I can't get past these images. No more requests in the "Strangest things" thread please. :hf: Past Lives requests thread: Thread: That Which Once Was: Past Lives |
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Solar Guardian
User ID: 43510278 Malaysia 07/16/2013 08:13 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hi, OP, can you see into my past life? I always knew that I was somewhat different than the rest of the sheeple in this planet, and I feel that humanity's lack of common sense and lack of logical thinking based on evidence puzzled me since I was only 6 years old.....For you to make it easier, I had a very mystical experience when I was a small child......I remembered it very well so it wasn't a dream but something I experienced while in the conscious state..... |
Carol B.
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 44174692 Australia 08/04/2013 10:58 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I am sorry for the struggle your family are dealing with at the moment. Please struggle on however - you're one of the good ones, this earth organism needs you and what you bring. One of my good mates from school got the type ii. He faced it head on and really took control of it, is now super fit and the high performance manager for a Super 14 Rugby team (that won't mean much to you - but in the Southern Hemisphere tis kind of a big deal.) You never know where the path may lead you, I hope you and your family can gather the strength to continue to walk it. Love and compassion your way. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 44560239 Australia 08/05/2013 07:03 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Good to see you're still around, Sandi. Sorry to hear of your troubles. Try to see if you can get some Reishi mushroom for your little girl. It has been known to work wonders with diabetes. I have personal knowledge of some it has helped. If you can get it, it's worth a try. I wanted a reading from you and got sad when you stopped, but I guess I'll find out those other existences when I die anyway. It would be good if you get back into it, but don't feel obligated if you can't. All the best to you and yours. |
Nicolemare
User ID: 25066813 United States 08/06/2013 03:28 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Don't worry about the thread... I'm just relieved to hear that you were here to update us recently, since I know a lot of people who were familiar with your past, were concerned that you had not logged on for some time. Most people will understand that you need to focus on what's most important for you at this time! You are a strong and amazing women and there is no doubt in my mind that your ill daughter has inheirited this trait from you too! Everything happens for a reason! Take care, Love, Nicolemare ~"For the total development of the human being, solitude as a means of cultivating sensitivity becomes a necessity. One has to know what it means to be alone, what it is to meditate, what it is to die; and the implications of solitude, of meditation, of death, can be known only by seeking them out. These implications cannot be taught, they must be learned." - Krishnamurti ~ |
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Newbie Dreamer
User ID: 44802967 Germany 08/15/2013 02:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hi everyone. I don't remember where I was on this thread, and I will try to get back into it. I know that there are so many of you that didn't get "gotten to". Quoting: Sandi_T Let me just tell you that the last months have been a huge struggle for our family. My 6 year old was diagnosed with diabetes in December of 2012, and she was very ill leading up to it. It has been difficult, to say the least, to deal with this. I have had to work extremely hard to keep it together, to learn what I must to care for her, and to try not to let her know how deeply it has affected me. Every day, I have to hurt my child... multiple times per day. Those days in the hospital and leading up to it are burned into my mind forever. There have been so many tears, and so much heartache, and this has been really difficult. The other day, she said to me, "I'd rather be dead than have diabetes". That tells you how profound and hard this has been for all of us. When a 6 year old says that, it's beyond heartbreaking. I'm told that I'm over-reacting to it. That it's "just" diabetes. That she's "fine". But it hasn't felt fine, and it hasn't been easy. I know that I let a lot of you down by abandoning the thread, but the truth is that this has been a real blow to us. It has been emotionally and financially devastating, even though we have insurance. Right now, we are struggling to get her an insulin pump, and it has indeed been a real struggle, along with several other things that have happened. I just haven't had the time, or honestly the heart, to try to help other people while I've been an emotional mess. Now, these months later, it has begun to settle down some and to get better. I'm really, really sorry that I have been gone so long. It has been a painful ride, and so many things have happened... and I know it's small excuse, but this turned into the last thing I could make time for. I'll try to figure this thread out and see where I was and get it moving again. I'm sure a lot have moved on, and I regret that. But I had to put my child first, and at least that part of it all, I don't regret. Thanks all. ~ Sandi Hello Sandi, im still waiting for my reading :) My mission here to create heaven in this world. Search for thread: Merkaba chakras meditation by art. Balance yourself. Preparing body for multidimensional self. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 38312887 United States 10/01/2013 12:22 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hi everyone. I don't remember where I was on this thread, and I will try to get back into it. I know that there are so many of you that didn't get "gotten to". Quoting: Sandi_T Let me just tell you that the last months have been a huge struggle for our family. My 6 year old was diagnosed with diabetes in December of 2012, and she was very ill leading up to it. It has been difficult, to say the least, to deal with this. I have had to work extremely hard to keep it together, to learn what I must to care for her, and to try not to let her know how deeply it has affected me. Every day, I have to hurt my child... multiple times per day. Those days in the hospital and leading up to it are burned into my mind forever. There have been so many tears, and so much heartache, and this has been really difficult. The other day, she said to me, "I'd rather be dead than have diabetes". That tells you how profound and hard this has been for all of us. When a 6 year old says that, it's beyond heartbreaking. I'm told that I'm over-reacting to it. That it's "just" diabetes. That she's "fine". But it hasn't felt fine, and it hasn't been easy. I know that I let a lot of you down by abandoning the thread, but the truth is that this has been a real blow to us. It has been emotionally and financially devastating, even though we have insurance. Right now, we are struggling to get her an insulin pump, and it has indeed been a real struggle, along with several other things that have happened. I just haven't had the time, or honestly the heart, to try to help other people while I've been an emotional mess. Now, these months later, it has begun to settle down some and to get better. I'm really, really sorry that I have been gone so long. It has been a painful ride, and so many things have happened... and I know it's small excuse, but this turned into the last thing I could make time for. I'll try to figure this thread out and see where I was and get it moving again. I'm sure a lot have moved on, and I regret that. But I had to put my child first, and at least that part of it all, I don't regret. Thanks all. ~ Sandi Sandi; I'm sending divine light and love, and healing and positive energy, and comfort and peace to you, your daughter, and all. Please do what you need to do to take care of you and yours! You have helped a great many people with your gifts, and it is time for those you have helped to give back to YOU. And it is also time for those who are "waiting" to take responsibility for themselves and seek inside for what alternative path they might need to take to find their answers and requested guidance. There is no blame for you to take on if others fail to move forward on their personal paths, for there are always help and assistance provided for them that truly seek to find their spiritual direction, and the key lies in looking within, not without... |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 13729779 United States 11/24/2013 05:53 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hello there :). Quoting: IndigoSerenity76 I would love a past life reading if you are still able to. Thanks in advance. Hope you are doing well. This post was the next in line sandi. I am LeonE, four posts away. I still check in from time to time and have had you and yours in my heart. Thank you for your strength. |
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Elephant
User ID: 1156712 Australia 04/29/2014 12:21 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thank you for coming back Sandi and pray your little one is well. Have been waiting a long time, to hear from, and I will keep waiting untill you're ready. Last Edited by Elephant on 05/25/2014 09:04 PM |
joyboy83
User ID: 63360561 India 09/28/2014 03:08 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I signed up here just to request a reading from you, but on the last page I saw that you are going through some issues of your own. I really hope that all will be well for you soon and that you will begin doing the readings again. I'm sure a lot of people will really appreciate that. I don't know why but I feel selfish asking for a reading, but if possible could you tell me something about my past life(s) that I could use to make this present existence better? Also, could you tell me anything at all that would help me make my present and future better? Thanks for doing this despite all that you have faced. God loves you and so do I in my physical and spirit form as well :) |
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George B
Extinct But Not Forgotten! User ID: 65245046 United States 05/15/2016 07:51 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | hey Sandi. I would like a reading about my most recent life. and if possible, my next lifetime. also, am I an old or younger soul? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 72214256 THANK YOU! Sorry, she has been gone since 2013. Martin Luther King . . . Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter! "Email: [email protected]" All truths are easy to understand once they are discovered; the point is to discover them. Galileo Galilei, Italian astronomer & physicist (1564 - 1642) The only thing guaranteed in life is deception. . . everything else is optional . . . George B |
George B
Extinct But Not Forgotten! User ID: 65245046 United States 05/15/2016 07:54 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hello there :). Quoting: IndigoSerenity76 I would love a past life reading if you are still able to. Thanks in advance. Hope you are doing well. Hi Indigo. So I've been trying and trying to tune into you, and all I'm getting is a Louisianan Bayou in the early morning. The air is cool and damp, and mist curls all around the trees. The sound of crickets and frogs is so loud I can nearly hear it for real. Then I get the image of a black man holding a basketball and smiling as he twirls it, Harlem Globetrotter style. I have no interpretation of this at all, lol. That being said, it persists and has the feeling of an ancestral visitation versus a past life reading. I apologize if this is complete nonsense to you. I can't get past these images. Last known post above . . . July 2013. This might help to explain why. . . Thread: Where Was I? Well, it's a Long Story... Last Edited by George B on 05/15/2016 07:58 AM Martin Luther King . . . Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter! "Email: [email protected]" All truths are easy to understand once they are discovered; the point is to discover them. Galileo Galilei, Italian astronomer & physicist (1564 - 1642) The only thing guaranteed in life is deception. . . everything else is optional . . . George B |