That Which Once Was: Past Lives

No, I don't need anything from the person making the request. I can tune into energy/past lives/etc. without it.

I have one more request in the other thread, and then I'll begin on the requests here, AS I HAVE TIME.

Hi Sandi. Is there anything you can tell me that might help me overcome the blocks I always seem to run into? Thanks!

Hello Sandi T , I'm very intrigued by your gift. Could you please do a reading for me? Much appreaciated,

Tigger

I would be VERY interested in a reading please. I've always wondered if past lives could influence who I am today.

thank you in advance. If you have the time, that is. :]

Thanks for the offer Sandi I am gladly taking you up on it. My specific question has to do with the most recent life I lived before this, have had glimpses of it, and I sense that much of the drama in this life is tied to its abrupt violent ending (??? - as in I think so but I'm not sure). And of course anything else you might have. Blessings to you for doing this!

Hello,

Please could I have a past life reading from yourself? I am always curious as to what one has to say so I can feel if it is relevant to me or not.

Thanks!

Sandi I would like a reading! Thanks.

Sal

interested

Hello. I'd love one!

I would love a reading Sandi if you are so inclined.

Thank you.




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Fate is a fickle mistress. This is the essence of your life. You stand on the seashore looking out across the water, and you know you'll never be able to go out again.

If there's one thing every sailor wants, it's to die in the sea, if he's to die early. And although none ever speak of it--to do so is bad luck, you know--you all know there's a certain indignity and shame to losing the sea before your time.

And this is the shame you must bear. You watch the sails of the fishing trawler vanish, your old eyes barely able to see it. Leaning heavily on the crutch, you suddenly realize how old and sore you are. You forget the longing that possessed you a moment ago and painfully creak back to your cabin. Little more than a shanty or a shack, really.

Your leg looks angry and sore when you pull the pant leg up off of it. You should have gone to the physician. You feel the heat in your body and the chillblains setting in.

It won't be long now.

The fire burns in the hearth, the last of your table crackling gleefully as you sit staring at it. Maybe, you think, you'll get lucky and the building will burn down around you and take you with it.

But the fever takes you instead. You've been alone a long time, and you've always thought yourself relatively happy with that, but as you sense the fluttering of death waiting in the wings of your life, you regret it. You should have left something for the world, you think. Something meaningful, something beautiful. Maybe kids or the like.

The pain comes and goes in waves now, and you like it in a strange way. It reminds you of your true love; the sea. If you could do it over again, you might have children, but you'd nay give up the sea for them. Not that you could, but you wouldn't.

Death, once it arrives, is kindness and you sink gratefully into it. You'd feared it for so long, and it's so peaceful..

Your problems here are mostly related to this life, not past ones. You are punishing yourself. Without self forgiveness, and without realizing that most of what you believe is not true, you can set yourself free.

You hold an excessive amount of beliefs that aren't true of reality. You need to stop saying that things are true of you, and say that, "until now, I have believed that I am poor, I am alone, I can't do it". You present your beliefs about yourself to yourself as 'fact'.

And you cling to a degree of self-loathing for small things that is staggering in its intensity. Is it really so terrible that you forgot to put a pen back? Does that actually make you a demonic monstrous thief??

Your past lives have little bearing because you are so cruel to yourself in this one that little needs bringing forward. You've no time for lessons when you can't even forgive yourself for taking the last piece of cheesecake or for forgetting to say 'thank you' when you were in a huge rush.

God damn, cut yourself some slack. You're sabotaging yourself because... you. really. HATE. yourself.

Would you EVER speak to anyone else the way you speak to yourself nonstop? You even do this in your sleep!



You wouldn't let someone else speak to a sweet child that way. Ever. You'd be near-on to do murder...

You are a child of God.

Stop speaking to yourself that way. It's not okay for anyone to speak to a precious child of god the way you speak to yourself.

'Nuff said.

so how does this work, can i just ask if you get any impressions of my past lives?

or should i be more specific?

Please and thank you!!!
My wife and I had the same dream and it almost came true, will we ever have another opportunity???

What can I do to help her get better???

Reposted from the other thread, and YES PLEASE to a reading if you are so inclined.



Wow Sandi,
I have run alt bookshops, met nearly every guru and new age speaker, run conferences, published books and magazines - and met shitloads of amazing and inspirational people ...

but reading your life story, and then seeing how you have handled it with this positive gift - just brings tears of joy to my eyes.

I just want to give you the biggest hug of love and say 'thank you' for all the help and understanding you are bringing to people.

Please consider writing a book or figuring out a way to spread your understandings, but without burning yourself out in the process. I personally know publishers who will publish you, radio shows who will host you, and/or conferences for you to speak at - just let me know how far you want to take all this - if at all.

blessings

May I have a past life reading?

You're very generous with your gift and your time, Sandi. I'm picturing you as a spiritual gardener, diligently planting and cultivating those seeds!

~offers cold lemonade~

Don't work too long in the heat and get sunstroke.

Anything I could get regarding past lives if you get the time to? Let me know if you need anything specific

It's funny that you call yourself 'Tigger', and not for the reasons you think.

Very rare is it that I find myself in tears from a reading, but your last lifetime was so very brief.

You died shortly after birth. As your mother held you while you died, she called you her little Tigger.

You may think it a silly affection and a simple thing... but it comes from that deep love that you felt and which was felt for you.

In seeing your past life, I see your mother and I feel her pain because I once experienced it myself. As she holds your sweet, tiny body and rocks you, she sings through the tears.

Your little eyes, blue still, as you are only hours old, can't see her. You'll never see her, but you know her.

And she can feel your soul slipping away while she is helpless. Your father paces the hall, unable to cope with the knowledge that you are leaving them.

It's an instant. A fragment. A blip in time. Barely worth a mention, some might say. Yet it was a moment of indescribable love and honor.

My dear, you must slow down. You were in such a hurry to be here that you came too early, before you were fully formed.

And so it is that you live your life this way... always doing before fully formed.

Be patient. You are so dearly loved. Still. Such a tiny being with such a huge soul!

Oh, be patient, love. Be patient. It's so hard to wait, life seems so slow. But all will come in time. And if you can but wait, this time there will be no tears, only joy.

I love you, and my heart is with you.

Sandi I have become part of a group of people who seem to have been drawn together for a purpose that has not yet been revealed. Can you shed any light on this?

I would love to know if you see anything from my past. Thanks so much for taking the time to do this!

I'd be interested if you could reveal something about my past lives, and grateful for your effort

Hi sandy can you tell me about my most recent past life? and how it effects this life?

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Thank you.

Hello Sandi.
I just finished reading your story on your up bringing the other day.It was a very tough read,very emotional and awe inspiring.thanks for sharing.You tell it so well,and give hope to other's when all feels lost.
I also struggle with religion.Being brought up as christian I slowly over time watched fellow christian's not live what they preached.living behind the bible and not beside it.Even though i had my own,also supernatural experiences with the bible after being at my lowest point.I felt like just giving up on god,or he has given up on me.Some things about the bible just don't fit right with me also.I gave my bible away,Which was given to me, back.I felt like he could have put it to good use better then i can.It was just sitting in my drawer.Now i regret not having one.I feel there is alot of good things a person can learn from the bible,but it limits you spirtually.The chapter on psalms is the greatest thing i ever laid my eyes on.
Anyways,would you be kind to give me a past life reading.Does it relate to my current life?
Will i ever get over the hump?
Will my son?
Can i truly ever forgive those who have done my son and i wrong?
can my son ever forgive me for all the mess i put him through?
I Fear the worst for my boy,cause life is short and i'll never be around forever.I want him to grow as a person as best he can.But when im gone i fear the people around him will feed him lies to protect themselves.And that would fill him with hate.
Thank you Sandi.God bless.

I've always felt that this lifetime is a wrapping up of my past lives and influenced by them in a sense. Anything you could tell me about my previous life or the most important/significant one in relation to this life? Also any lessons/advice I could use in this life? I appreciate any insight you could give! Thanks for your time!

Hi, I've always liked your threads/posts. I'm not sure where to start, so I guess if you could look at my past lives and how it is/has affected my present situation. Or maybe a prognosis for the future? Thanks for offering to do this...

You live in a small brownstone outside of town. You've got your cow, a few chickens, and an herb garden. You're the stereotypical 'cat woman'...

Unfortunately for you, these are the times when a foreign religion has come knocking. And cats are through to be minions of evil.

In the darkness of the night, where they don't have to look you in the face, they come for you. Friends and neighbors who have traded for your herbal tinctures and treasures for years now sentence you to a horrific death.

The level of betrayal you feel can't be spoken. This time it wasn't just family, it was community, friends, those who have used you over the years...

They used you and now they are murdering you.

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1888... a dark alley. You didn't want to enter 'the oldest profession in the world', but life gave you no other choice. Society gave you no other choice. That which was to nurture you [family], gave you no other choice.

Tonight, a repeat customer has arrived. As he cuts you down, he tells you that you are a filthy, worthless whore... as if you had a choice to be anything else.

You've already lived with the pain and shame of it all your life. Now you must die with the pain and shame of it. And no one will ever know that the person who killed you could have saved you. He was in a position to do so, but didn't.

It's difficult to trust when everyone from family to community to government officials have gotten in line to destroy you.

Sandi,

Do you sense I have had past lives . . . If so can you tell me anything about them? . . . Thanks!!!!!

Alright, so let me try to explain something. Many people call this 'soul fragments', but that's not a very technical description of what happens. Sometimes we leave an echo behind that sort of anchors us to a place or a time. These 'echoes' are more frequently left in places... and a visit to that place will help dislodge it. Thus people often think they have retrieved something. It's more like they've pulled up an anchor (for the idea of a soul being fragmented and/or incomplete is a human idea and not spiritual).

You have left an anchor in time, rather than in a place.

You can create a sacred ritual for yourself and pull the anchor up. You must dedicate your time and intent to the ceremony, and hold it with reverence for the sweet, beautiful soul within you.

Then you must change your beliefs about yourself and your life. The point of power for humanity is faith--belief. You will sabotage yourself if you keep the current set of beliefs you have about yourself.