Notes from an "alternate universe": July 18, 2012 - The Return of the Gods

Indeed :)

Perhaps you will find your answers upon your many visits to this and other threads.

So much energy wasted on non-sense.

I hope you will find your answers somewhere else, hopefully with the help of a shrink.

I usually do, but sometimes some of us resist before we really understand.

Then we come back to post (in a more agreeable manner) using a different id ;)

The BS flags are kind of amusing. Whether or not what is here is believed is of little consequence to me (Chaol).

It's good fitness, too.

LOL seriously I highly doubt a very large UFO would ever happen.

Eventually, you will come back to post from a different perspective. If not for yourself then in your brother's memory.

Sometimes we cannot predict the future, especially where family is concerned, but we can certainly make the best of what we have now.

Or, if you'd prefer to waste time (that you really may not have) on this type of conversation we can do that, too. I am adept at many levels of conversation.

The choice is... You-rs

I got me some reading to do

Yes. Such is the stuff of dreams.

It's amazing all of the dream-like events that have been occurring since I first posted about entering the dream world.

And so here we are, only at the very beginning.

Have a good time from your mom's basement with these freaks.

Ok. See you soon. (But not too soon!)

Please tell me what dream-like events have occurred? I don't think any have happened yet.

You can be sure schizo.

I suppose :)

No tell me. What events have happened? Its a question

Imagine the year is 1978 (or 2000, if you're so inclined) and you looked into crystal ball at what passed for "normal" in the year 2012.

Is there anything odd, from your "past" perspective?

chaol,

I have been aware of a "change" in reality for about 2 years now that coheres very nicely with the dreamworld you are describing. This sounds strange to even say but I feel like I've been waiting for this information, and it's not coincidence (as they say). Your responses and information resonates with me very strongly, and for some reason I believe you, (with a lower case b). I guess my question is, what is in store for those who can feel these changes occurring? I feel like I've changed into a more complete version of me since becoming aware of this, why is this? I cannot escape the feeling that something immense and earth shattering is coming, and it is halting me from making practical changes in my life. Any advice on how I can prepare and proceed as this transformation takes place/took place/will take place? Thanks

Nothing really, except if you compare 1978 until now we have cell phones, internet and flat screen TV's.

What is all boils down to is that you will still be waking up everyday and living life in this physical world.

Hi.

By all means continue doing what you have been doing. Obviously, you're doing something right.

But please don't believe me. Pretend that I am a loser posting from someone's basement or a 3-headed jackal.

I don't actually know what I am talking about. It's all very random. In fact, I'm tied up in a loonie bin as we speak!

But if you find a shred or two, or a paragraph, or a page that resonates and allows you to see what is all ready inside of you then that's great.

As you know all of this, and more, I suppose it could be said that you are doing what's right for you.

The feeling of changing into a more complete version of yourself is an expanded awareness of what is there all ready. The cell becoming a hand becoming an arm and a body and a life and a thought again.

There is nothing to prepare, nothing more to do than what you are doing now. It is a transformation that waits for you to happen. It is not on a clock, or dependent on any thing.

Any road you take will lead there. If it takes longer, all the better because you are becoming more of yourself, picking yourself up along the way.

What is in store for those who can feel the changes? Probably not what you expect (as what you expect is satisfied in the imagining of it). Perhaps something similar, delivered to your perspective in a way that you can see yourself in it if you are looking...

...right before something else which makes you doubt that it is you. (Otherwise we would not seem to exist.)

The idea of complete and total enlightenment is a fantasy, perhaps. It is among the worst things that could ever be, as it would be the end of life.

It is the nature of life to find new ways to fool itself into thinking that it is not all one thing, and that you are not nature nor everything that exists.

In essence, there is no transformation. We do not change into anything. We experience, you could say, different versions of what all ready is. This is why it waits for us. And it is a wonderful thing. There need not be one thing that changes into something else.

There need only be the illusion which is an ever-present friend.

In a typical week in June 2012 in the US you have to deal with a potential world war, deadly radiation that could mean mass migration and/or death for most of the Northern hemisphere, "zombies", a loss of the Constitution and Bill of Rights, militarized police forces and military on your streets, mobile social crime mobs, and all manner of events and news that most of us don't think twice about.

A dream, indeed.

Oh, and don't forget the boiling frogs.

Thank you for your response. On another, coincidental surely, note I think I 'astral travelled' for a very short time last night for the first time. Would this have been a good time to find Sekhmet?

If it "boiled down" to that then I suppose it would not matter what or who we woke up as, as long as we were still in this physical world?

There is much more that matters than meets the eye.

It's all ways a good time.

Sekhmet has been waiting for over 30,000 years and will yet.

Beyond that, a portal to anywhen.

Well I guess its all about perspective then because I don't find any of these to be major issues. I am living my life just as I was in 2000 and years before that although I was a teenager of the 90's. I don't see any major changes except the media and internet drawing fear into us. I plan to continue shopping for food at my local store and buying a new car every 10 years. I expect to wake up every single day in this physical life until my late 80's or even 90's for when it is my time to go.

Chaol,

Is the information that I have been finding, or has been finding me, been put there by me in between what I/we experience as time and space? Is this the game we play with ourselves?

I just talked to the frogs.

They assured me that everything is under control.

It's not a game. It's how we perceive of that which cannot be perceived.

It is perception. Not "put" but you experience what you might call parts of yourself.

It is in formation with what you all ready know. There are things out of formation that you do not see because it is not relative to how you define yourself.

Chaol,

What is the best way for me to experience the most "expanded awareness of what is there all ready"? Thank you for your thoughtful responses, and patience.

They need not be major issues.

But if we consider them "normal" and expected I suppose they do not belong in the dream world at all.

I suppose even a 'zombie' virii being released so the military can collect 'interesting persons' for indefinite quarantine while the other half is locked down it is nothing like a dream at all.

Or 'alien' being landing on our lawns and walking around like they've been here all along.

Or needing permission to shop for food or drive that new car across the line.

Fantasy, perhaps?

Maybe.

Perhaps, that your perspective is you.

When you look at your past, consider those people (not just you, but everything in your past) to be you.. literally you.

When you look around in your present, consider those things "you" in a different space.

The more your center of perspective seems to move away from 'you' the more foreign it appears.

The keyboard you are typing on now is most relative for right now, until it's not anymore. Perhaps it is more relevant to you right now than a close far-away friend.

Everything in your perspective is you. "You" is infinite and beyond perspective, which is why you try so hard to perceive of your entirety. It appears infinite where infinity does not exist.

In order to perceive of yourself you must make it seem like you are not. That you are divided, separate. That this time and space is different from that time and space.

But the illusion is there so that we exist. If we did not perceive the illusion we would not perceive of that which is beyond perception, and we would not (appear to) exist.

See your perspective as an extension of you (all of it). And learn how to be okay with yourself (all of it).