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Anonymous Coward User ID: 14148461 United States 04/10/2012 09:53 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Get some help OP. And don't waste 10 years of your life waiting for something that will never occur like this guy: [link to www.godlikeproductions.com] |
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(OP) User ID: 14137484 United States 04/10/2012 09:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Get some help OP. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 14148461 And don't waste 10 years of your life waiting for something that will never occur like this guy: [link to www.godlikeproductions.com] Ha, ha. That's funny. There is no one that has any more insight into what I'm looking for than me. That part I am very comfortable with. It's the waiting that I find difficult. Go peddle your shrinks somewhere else please. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 8417061 United States 04/10/2012 10:10 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I can't help but feel that our reality is heading toward a change like hasn't ever been experienced on Earth before or at least in a very long time.I'm not necessarily talking about collapse, doom or Armageddon. There may be death, but I feel that this will be a time, so amazing and mind warping, that it will cause many people to commit suicide or lose their minds from fear. Quoting: 1123581321 I'm personally becoming so tied up with this coming change, that even if it is all BS and none of this ever happens, I can never go back to the life I lived before. Studying, researching and preparing for this coming event has changed me and I can never go back to being a 9-to-5 working slob, buying houses, cars and going to the movies on Saturday. I now find that I have become a willing outcast from the rest of society. I have committed myself to this change one way or another. Please understand, I am not afraid of either outcome. Even if nothing changes in the near future, the cliff is still approaching for me. Either the cliff created by the coming events or the cliff that I have created for myself. My life will end soon, one way or another, not out of fear, despair or sadness, but because I am ready to move on. One...way...or...another. Love and peace, Fibonacci I can relate to the bolded. I spent the last 6 years working a corporate job that I hated because it "paid the bills", and really, I didn't know what else to be doing... Since that time I have come to some profound realizations in my life and grown immensely spiritually. I was laid off in Mid-February and I'm having a very difficult time trying to fool myself into buying back into this superficial reality whereby people work meaningless jobs to pay for meaningless objects that provide no sense of knowledge, importance, or value. |
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(OP) User ID: 14137484 United States 04/10/2012 10:17 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I can relate to the bolded. I spent the last 6 years working a corporate job that I hated because it "paid the bills", and really, I didn't know what else to be doing... Since that time I have come to some profound realizations in my life and grown immensely spiritually. I was laid off in Mid-February and I'm having a very difficult time trying to fool myself into buying back into this superficial reality whereby people work meaningless jobs to pay for meaningless objects that provide no sense of knowledge, importance, or value. Quoting: ANHEDONIC That's it in a nutshell my friend. After all that I have learned and the profound changes that I have experienced in my life, I just can't make myself ever consider going back working for some company just for money. It just isn't possible. That is why I am convinced that this amazing change will most certainly take place, because once people have "made the leap of faith", there is no going back. Our lives are now changed forever. No matter what the outcome. Peace |
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(OP) User ID: 14137484 United States 04/10/2012 10:24 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Nothing is going to happen that bad people in charge didn't make happen. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 14149353 Stick to your guns. The road is difficult at times, but I am. Wherever it leads... Last Edited by 1123581321 on 04/10/2012 10:24 PM |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 8417061 United States 04/10/2012 10:27 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I can relate to the bolded. I spent the last 6 years working a corporate job that I hated because it "paid the bills", and really, I didn't know what else to be doing... Since that time I have come to some profound realizations in my life and grown immensely spiritually. I was laid off in Mid-February and I'm having a very difficult time trying to fool myself into buying back into this superficial reality whereby people work meaningless jobs to pay for meaningless objects that provide no sense of knowledge, importance, or value. Quoting: ANHEDONIC That's it in a nutshell my friend. After all that I have learned and the profound changes that I have experienced in my life, I just can't make myself ever consider going back working for some company just for money. It just isn't possible. That is why I am convinced that this amazing change will most certainly take place, because once people have "made the leap of faith", there is no going back. Our lives are now changed forever. No matter what the outcome. Peace I am finding it very difficult to make decisions with my life right now and make any forward progress on my circumstances. I often wonder if it's some 'mental block' that I have created for myself or if it in fact could be my intuition about what is coming down the road. If vast changes are upon us (good or bad) I truly believe that some will sense it in advance, even subconsciously. I feel like we are conditioned to believe that 'change' is a very slow, methodical, and gradual process, but I feel in my gut that this world is a very volatile place, much more so than people give it credit for, and that our lives could be changed forever in the blink of an eye, and most would not even comprehend what just happened. Whatever transpires, I'm ready for something NEW.... This old way of living is played out and I'm not willing to play the 'game' anymore. |
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(OP) User ID: 14137484 United States 04/10/2012 10:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I can relate to the bolded. I spent the last 6 years working a corporate job that I hated because it "paid the bills", and really, I didn't know what else to be doing... Since that time I have come to some profound realizations in my life and grown immensely spiritually. I was laid off in Mid-February and I'm having a very difficult time trying to fool myself into buying back into this superficial reality whereby people work meaningless jobs to pay for meaningless objects that provide no sense of knowledge, importance, or value. Quoting: ANHEDONIC That's it in a nutshell my friend. After all that I have learned and the profound changes that I have experienced in my life, I just can't make myself ever consider going back working for some company just for money. It just isn't possible. That is why I am convinced that this amazing change will most certainly take place, because once people have "made the leap of faith", there is no going back. Our lives are now changed forever. No matter what the outcome. Peace I am finding it very difficult to make decisions with my life right now and make any forward progress on my circumstances. I often wonder if it's some 'mental block' that I have created for myself or if it in fact could be my intuition about what is coming down the road. If vast changes are upon us (good or bad) I truly believe that some will sense it in advance, even subconsciously. I feel like we are conditioned to believe that 'change' is a very slow, methodical, and gradual process, but I feel in my gut that this world is a very volatile place, much more so than people give it credit for, and that our lives could be changed forever in the blink of an eye, and most would not even comprehend what just happened. Whatever transpires, I'm ready for something NEW.... This old way of living is played out and I'm not willing to play the 'game' anymore. Very wise post my friend. All I know to do is to be completely open to what faces us. Fear is our worst and most difficult adversary. But, for many this appears as laziness or a lack of ambition. I have worked all my life, raised a family, put our daughter through college and was never without a job. I have to admit that I did it more out of a need to not be different from others and to not appear as lazy or a bum. No more. I just can't do it knowing all that I have come to understand. The world is about to change whether people want it to or not. We can never go back to the way it was... Peace |
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(OP) User ID: 14137484 United States 04/10/2012 10:59 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It could be said that this time may be our greatest challenge of all of our many, many lives. The reason is because this time requires a complete confidence in your personal beliefs. No one can make this choice for us. Now is the time to decide what you really believe and to really live it. No more time to just talk a good story. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 14133601 United States 04/10/2012 11:07 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I am finding it very difficult to make decisions with my life right now and make any forward progress on my circumstances. I often wonder if it's some 'mental block' that I have created for myself or if it in fact could be my intuition about what is coming down the road. If vast changes are upon us (good or bad) I truly believe that some will sense it in advance, even subconsciously. Quoting: ANHEDONIC I feel like we are conditioned to believe that 'change' is a very slow, methodical, and gradual process, but I feel in my gut that this world is a very volatile place, much more so than people give it credit for, and that our lives could be changed forever in the blink of an eye, and most would not even comprehend what just happened. Whatever transpires, I'm ready for something NEW.... This old way of living is played out and I'm not willing to play the 'game' anymore. ANHEDONIC: Do you sometimes feel like you're moving in slow-motion, while everything around you, including time, is moving so fast, almost like a blur? I SO know what you mean about wondering if you've created a mental block yourself . . . or if there's some outside stimuli that you "sense". |
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Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 04/10/2012 11:11 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I can't help but feel that our reality is heading toward a change like hasn't ever been experienced on Earth before or at least in a very long time.I'm not necessarily talking about collapse, doom or Armageddon. There may be death, but I feel that this will be a time, so amazing and mind warping, that it will cause many people to commit suicide or lose their minds from fear. Quoting: 1123581321 I'm personally becoming so tied up with this coming change, that even if it is all BS and none of this ever happens, I can never go back to the life I lived before. Studying, researching and preparing for this coming event has changed me and I can never go back to being a 9-to-5 working slob, buying houses, cars and going to the movies on Saturday. I now find that I have become a willing outcast from the rest of society. I have committed myself to this change one way or another. Please understand, I am not afraid of either outcome. Even if nothing changes in the near future, the cliff is still approaching for me. Either the cliff created by the coming events or the cliff that I have created for myself. My life will end soon, one way or another, not out of fear, despair or sadness, but because I am ready to move on. One...way...or...another. Love and peace, Fibonacci Beautiful. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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(OP) User ID: 14137484 United States 04/10/2012 11:18 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | That my friend is the best and only proof that I have that we truly are heading for an amazing change very soon. Many, many people have now moved on to a new way of viewing our reality. Once people reach that understanding, there is no turning back. You can't make this understanding go away. Pandora's Box has now been opened forever. |
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Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 3018467 United States 04/10/2012 11:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | That my friend is the best and only proof that I have that we truly are heading for an amazing change very soon. Many, many people have now moved on to a new way of viewing our reality. Once people reach that understanding, there is no turning back. You can't make this understanding go away. Pandora's Box has now been opened forever. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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(OP) User ID: 14137484 United States 04/10/2012 11:31 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The only way that I can cope with these amazing changes, is to stay balanced, with love in my heart and to be brave. Fear will destroy us if we let it. Fear will cause many to lose hope. May we all stay with love, courage and balance in our hearts. Peace |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 12886926 United States 04/11/2012 12:32 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | However, we are also the harbingers of innovation. Inventions are often created from ideas that were thought up by the previous generations. Our actions have more impact than we will ever know. Just by knowing what we know and spreading the word changes EVERYTHING. Such as how a ripple will bounce off multiple surfaces in the water, becoming a tapestry of waves. We are in for exciting times, and we must be worried for the 80-90% of the population that will not get it in time. You see, when the time comes, the knowledge we've accumulated and the truths that were unearthed will be needed. Especially if any group tries to takes control of the situation and attempts to take away our rights again as we are now going through. |
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(OP) User ID: 14137484 United States 04/11/2012 12:40 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Close Pandora's Box. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 9465388 Forget what you saw & run as fast and as far as you can. Ha, ha. There is nowhere to run my friend. This change will affect the whole cosmos. The only hope you have is to remember who and what you really are. Then you can understand the best way to deal with what is coming. The metaphor of Pandora's Box fits these times quite well. Peace |
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(OP) User ID: 14137484 United States 04/11/2012 12:45 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Those same 80-90% will also be scared, confused, angry.... and we all know what happens when a group lets their emotions conflict against each other. That's how violent riots can start. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 12886926 Thank you all! That is why the outcasts of the world are here right now. To show these frightened and violent people the true path when the time is right. Yes, that is my purpose. I have always known that. I have only begun to live it though in the last two years or so. Peace and love to all here. |
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(OP) User ID: 14137484 United States 04/11/2012 12:48 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I am here with you too. Many of us should be. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 14087602 Can't you feel us? The world? That is the only reason I keep coming back to this forum. For some reason, there are some very old souls that show up here from time to time. I welcome them as my brothers and sisters. *smile* |
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User ID: 1534886 United States 04/11/2012 12:49 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | you do know that you have never moved once in your entire life dont you? you are plugged in. encoded in the system. an observer of a vantage point. of the infinite. you are and it is. my god the terror when the thread is cut. when one is not ready. everything you ever knew is out the window babies. everything. it is beautiful. tragic. and perfect. The Spiral is the Answer. secretsoftheuniverse314.blogspot.com |