after 4 years i have figured the illuminati and life itself out, 2 hours to write in brief UPDATED

oh, so you have figured out to take iodine/potassium iodide to detox your pineal gland(gets both sides of brain firing at once) and detoxes the entire body, so the worlds psyops and media dont mind fuk you? read my -potassium iodide SSKI- thread and see the kings pyramid as a ancient 40 hertz(mind synch) frequency generator that had the metals stripped out and the kings box was once filled with alkaloid plants to chemically generate electricity with the now missing metals... as the Egyptian "religion" painted on the tomb walls are metals and chemicals disguised as gods and such...we also tell in apollos thread 'the bible unveiled etc how the rabbi magician jesus pulled off his miracles with science to the uneducated masses...if you can get pass the superstitious mumbo jumbo of rituals of so called religions and secret societies...

ok i have no idea how to even begin to start explaining this it is so hard to put into words especially with the situation i am in now, to be honest, i think i am more than half way there to figuring out what has been hidden from everyone, i will try and explain as simple as possible sorry if i dont make much sense, hmmm where to begin :\
about 3-4 years ago a friend told me about the illuminati, he told me about the subliminal messages in songs, how it brainwashes people and my first thought was what a load of bullshit, then i began to look into it and seen how much fact there was behind the "illuminati" being real. it used to fascinate me all these different conspiriacys 2012 the mayans 9/11 haarp NWO mark of the beast you name it ive heard it. i have been searching for answers to questions i dont even know but finially things started making sense more, now this is the bit what is going to be hard to explain but lets give it a go......
first of all probably about exactly a year ago my life turned upside down, i used to be one of the happyiest merryiest most present person people knew then boom my life went rock bottom. i thought i had depression first, then social anxiety then i would just tell myself anything, constantly my mind was and to be honest still is racing 100 mph about this thats and anything alot of it negative.
i have been on this forum before and i know im going to get alot of haters because i am SHIT at explaining and not in the best order but let me carry on im trying my best lol....
anyway i think im missing the middle part out here about i dont even know what but anyway from this happening i have been on my own journey this past year and i have realised alot of things, even thought i cant explain it or even think about it i know what i mean lol but this is part of what i realised, i told you it wont make sense lol....
i realised what the illuminati have been hiding from us, 9/11 NWO all this other shit thats just the start of it, thats what they WANT us to know they was behind to make us fear them, like you will already know fear is their greatest weapon.
first is the law of attraction, what we want we can get, anything in life, material wishes or anything, when you think about something you attract that simple. but instead of thinking i want that nice car, you need too KNOW that you ARE going to get that nice car, if you know that in you mind and feel it in your heart once your mind and heart allign and you create enough energy you will get that what you wish for. but the "illuminati" use this to their advantage, remember whatever you pay attention too you are giving more energy too, so they use this as a weapon, notice how everything is ANTI-war not pro peace anti this anti that, even though it is against that thing you are still attracting it because you are giving it energy. so if you are thinking "i dont want to have this rubbish job" then that new job wont pop up where as if you think and know "i am getting a new job that makes me happy" then you give energy to getting that new job rather than staying with the old one. that is enough on that to get you thinking , do some research , like i said its hard to explain, but still thats just the start.........
next lets go to the ego, the false us, what everybody has grew up with, beleiving it is their true self, really its not, this is hard to explain, ill try my best.
this is what the illuminati have really done to us.
we all have a true inner self a higher self, god like self, that has a clear consciousnesses can see things for what they are, but we cant get to that state because the ego stops us. how to put it hmmm :\?
look at it this way , rhianna , justin bieber , jay z, all idols for teenagers, they all want to be that "good girl gone bad" and through the subliminal messages , through society, from being judged by others, people sub consciously build up an ego to be like that person because it is "cool" or build an ego up to fit in at school or work or group of friends or wherever people build an ego to fit in. the ego is all about "i" about "me" it doesnt consider others, the ego judges people the ego is that little annoying voice in your head that just wont shut up, when the ego is gone, all stress goes with it, when the ego is gone you find your TRUE self and because you know you and being true to yourself you will be confident happy have a high self esteem be considerate and most importantly you will feel love, you will enjoy life as it is and accept everything and everyone, it is this ego that leads these sad lives it is the ego that the illuminati have rammed into our sub conscious mind that 99% of this population live by. By living by the ego we never get to find our true self and this is what they have been hiding from us, have you ever seen the film the matrix? that is what we live in, well most of us do. think about it, if nobody had an ego then nobody would be judgmental everyone would be there for each other, depression and anxiety wouldn't be there in the first place. this world would be heaven, remember life is meant to be a gift and it would be without these ego's, remember back when you was a child and there was no little voice, everything brought joy into your life, even eating a bag of crisps was a magical experience lol, everything you did you did it like it was the first time. anyway enough of that now too believe it or dont that is your choice, and the ones that do, i wish the best on your journey.
finially time is what has been used against us, i have wrote too much for now lol but it has, we are constantly living in an illusion the past , dreading on the past wishing we did something better or worrying on the future wondering this and that, they are both illusions the only time is now, the present when you live in the past and future you miss out on what is going on right now, even 1 second ago is different than now, live NOW is the biggest tip i can give.
the past is history, the future a mystery, the now a gift, thats why its called present.i wil leave it at that for now.

so you have been told all this by an 18 year old, lets see if your ego starts to judge me now and think its all bullshit just because i am younger than you?


i know all this but trust me i am probably in the same boat as you guys, it is all so much easyier said than done, meditation is a big help to live in the now, just accept what is.

this probably could of been explained better but i tryed my best

also if anybody could think of a better title let me know i just wanted to try get peoples attention :)
peace

As someone who has been using drugs for quite some times, could you please explain to me in what way drugs are an immediate detriment to my being and learning?

This is not at all to say that I haven't noticed the harm they have done to me, because I know for damn sure I would be better off without them at this point but I have learned a lot from them in my time and I don't think I would be the same had I never taken, say, psychedelics, or smoked marijuana. From whatever harm they have done me, I have grown a lot personally. But yeah, I simply want your whole opinion on it because I would like to hear what you have to say.

MY friend, You're an example to all teenagers.

I'm 28 and I have internalized the fight

illuminati does not exist

the world does not exist.

the only 'enemy' that exists is yourself. you are your worst enemy.

no one can harm you directly; they must first cheat you into doing harm to yourself.

if people are controlled by the Illuminati, it's only because they have consented to it at some point.

The latest information about the illuminati is revealed in this documentary, ILLUMINAZI: BILDERBERG WEST BOHEMIAN GROVE by Anthony J Hilder. See: [link to 2012timetowakeup.blogspot.com]

Well said! The Illuminati and the Elite are names we paste on those that know how to prosper on others weaknesses. If you have no self control then you will join the ranks of the dooped. This is no conspiracy. It's just the masses letting themselves be taken advantage of. Join me on the sidelines. It is quite entertaining. All will become clear with acceptance, patience and perseverance.

Empirical conglomerates are a discernment, not a detriment. Allow all, including others misperceptions. The path to ones freedom starts with the awareness we are in control of each step. Take responsibility. If you choose to believe that these entities exist, then they do. I choose to not believe, therefore, in my reality, they don't. We're both right. Are rights are just different.

do you live in a desolate wasteland, or a shining bountiful garden. do you live on earth, in space, or inside. there is nothing to fear, and there is no enemy to kill.

you can't stop the wave, you can't save the world. that is the illusion, you begin to feel like only you see behind the curtain, but you only focus on the works of other puny men who are no different than yourself.

ok i have no idea how to even begin to start explaining this it is so hard to put into words especially with the situation i am in now, to be honest, i think i am more than half way there to figuring out what has been hidden from everyone, i will try and explain as simple as possible sorry if i dont make much sense, hmmm where to begin :\
about 3-4 years ago a friend told me about the illuminati, he told me about the subliminal messages in songs, how it brainwashes people and my first thought was what a load of bullshit, then i began to look into it and seen how much fact there was behind the "illuminati" being real. it used to fascinate me all these different conspiriacys 2012 the mayans 9/11 haarp NWO mark of the beast you name it ive heard it. i have been searching for answers to questions i dont even know but finially things started making sense more, now this is the bit what is going to be hard to explain but lets give it a go......
first of all probably about exactly a year ago my life turned upside down, i used to be one of the happyiest merryiest most present person people knew then boom my life went rock bottom. i thought i had depression first, then social anxiety then i would just tell myself anything, constantly my mind was and to be honest still is racing 100 mph about this thats and anything alot of it negative.
i have been on this forum before and i know im going to get alot of haters because i am SHIT at explaining and not in the best order but let me carry on im trying my best lol....
anyway i think im missing the middle part out here about i dont even know what but anyway from this happening i have been on my own journey this past year and i have realised alot of things, even thought i cant explain it or even think about it i know what i mean lol but this is part of what i realised, i told you it wont make sense lol....
i realised what the illuminati have been hiding from us, 9/11 NWO all this other shit thats just the start of it, thats what they WANT us to know they was behind to make us fear them, like you will already know fear is their greatest weapon.
first is the law of attraction, what we want we can get, anything in life, material wishes or anything, when you think about something you attract that simple. but instead of thinking i want that nice car, you need too KNOW that you ARE going to get that nice car, if you know that in you mind and feel it in your heart once your mind and heart allign and you create enough energy you will get that what you wish for. but the "illuminati" use this to their advantage, remember whatever you pay attention too you are giving more energy too, so they use this as a weapon, notice how everything is ANTI-war not pro peace anti this anti that, even though it is against that thing you are still attracting it because you are giving it energy. so if you are thinking "i dont want to have this rubbish job" then that new job wont pop up where as if you think and know "i am getting a new job that makes me happy" then you give energy to getting that new job rather than staying with the old one. that is enough on that to get you thinking , do some research , like i said its hard to explain, but still thats just the start.........
next lets go to the ego, the false us, what everybody has grew up with, beleiving it is their true self, really its not, this is hard to explain, ill try my best.
this is what the illuminati have really done to us.
we all have a true inner self a higher self, god like self, that has a clear consciousnesses can see things for what they are, but we cant get to that state because the ego stops us. how to put it hmmm :\?
look at it this way , rhianna , justin bieber , jay z, all idols for teenagers, they all want to be that "good girl gone bad" and through the subliminal messages , through society, from being judged by others, people sub consciously build up an ego to be like that person because it is "cool" or build an ego up to fit in at school or work or group of friends or wherever people build an ego to fit in. the ego is all about "i" about "me" it doesnt consider others, the ego judges people the ego is that little annoying voice in your head that just wont shut up, when the ego is gone, all stress goes with it, when the ego is gone you find your TRUE self and because you know you and being true to yourself you will be confident happy have a high self esteem be considerate and most importantly you will feel love, you will enjoy life as it is and accept everything and everyone, it is this ego that leads these sad lives it is the ego that the illuminati have rammed into our sub conscious mind that 99% of this population live by. By living by the ego we never get to find our true self and this is what they have been hiding from us, have you ever seen the film the matrix? that is what we live in, well most of us do. think about it, if nobody had an ego then nobody would be judgmental everyone would be there for each other, depression and anxiety wouldn't be there in the first place. this world would be heaven, remember life is meant to be a gift and it would be without these ego's, remember back when you was a child and there was no little voice, everything brought joy into your life, even eating a bag of crisps was a magical experience lol, everything you did you did it like it was the first time. anyway enough of that now too believe it or dont that is your choice, and the ones that do, i wish the best on your journey.
finially time is what has been used against us, i have wrote too much for now lol but it has, we are constantly living in an illusion the past , dreading on the past wishing we did something better or worrying on the future wondering this and that, they are both illusions the only time is now, the present when you live in the past and future you miss out on what is going on right now, even 1 second ago is different than now, live NOW is the biggest tip i can give.
the past is history, the future a mystery, the now a gift, thats why its called present.i wil leave it at that for now.

so you have been told all this by an 18 year old, lets see if your ego starts to judge me now and think its all bullshit just because i am younger than you?


i know all this but trust me i am probably in the same boat as you guys, it is all so much easyier said than done, meditation is a big help to live in the now, just accept what is.

this probably could of been explained better but i tryed my best

also if anybody could think of a better title let me know i just wanted to try get peoples attention :)
peace

problems are illusions...ego is the excuse to stay there...but that is okay...

strip ego away, people may gasp at you, yet you don't feel, hear or recognize their gasp because you're unchained from ego...your perception is unbound and clarity is your joy...you just know...

all you can have is compassion for the meandering path that led you here to this place of simple knowingness...

you know there is no end nor is there a beginning, there is just what is...and so you joyfully go with the flow of what your heart knows, nonverbally and naturally spreading and sharing in the energy of truth

LoveLightEnergy~***

This is the kind of feel-good new-agey fluff that sounds nice but doesn't really help anyone.

The ego is your sense of self. It is what makes you an individual. The loss of the ego is the loss of free will. Judgement is a good thing. Prejudice is harmful, but people need to understand that they need to cultivate the ability to judge between right and wrong, good and evil, beneficial and harmful. This is called discernment. Hence "the sword of reason" is used to cut through the veils of illusion.

Fear and ignorance are the enemies, and are what keep people bound and asleep.

The purpose of the search for knowledge is to acquire the tools to ACT constructively. BUILD the world you want to see. Imagination and positive affirmations will not fix what is broken.

You don't catch a fish by thinking happy thoughts. You learn how to do it for real, and then you teach others how to do it.

"Imagination and positive affirmations will not fix what is broken."

Oh yes it will :)

"The loss of the ego is the loss of free will."

We are all so much more powerful than ego knows...

OP, you are on the right path but still have much to learn. Remember that the minute you begin to think you know it all, learning ceases.

10 years ago I was right about where you are now. You have begun to wake up, but be mindful where you put your energy and time.

I gave up everything in the search for truth. I found answers, along with more questions, of course. You are at the "OK, I'm awake, what do I do now?" stage. You have begun to realize that one of the frustrating things about extricating yourself from the matrix is that few people care, fewer still are interested in waking up themselves, and some will even attack you for poking holes in their delusions.

The biggest single piece of advice I have for you is to stay away from drugs. All of them. I can explain why if you like, but trust me on this one.

If you would like to know how to literally save the planet, you should look at Biodynamic farming (Rudolf Steiner).

If you are looking for a way to REALLY wake up and become a truly free man, look into Orgonomy (Wilhelm Reich).

If you want to cure most diseases, detoxify yourself, and maintain health, read about the Gerson Diet (Max Gerson).

If you want to work out/exercise/develop physical strength and power, read "Let Every Breath..." by Vladimir Vasiliev.

If you are scientifically minded, start with "Living Energies" by Callum Coats. If you REALLY want to go deep, read "Man or Matter" by Ernst Lehrs. That one will make you feel like a complete idiot, I don't care how smart you are. It will blow your fucking mind.

The key is that you have to DO something constructive with your life and with the knowledge you acquire. Don't waste away studying conspiracies, metaphysics, and the like.

People are waking up all over the world, albeit slowly and a bit to late. This in itself does not scare TPTB. What they TRULY fear are individuals with the WILL TO ACT.

The so called illuminatti have two ways to control. The first is by feeding you a code by music and all the shit. The second is by engendering carefully the dissident reaction, your reaction.

And for this they will feed you the secret and a full round of other shit... like, icke, pjt camelot, infwrs and the list goes and goes.

If you dont believe me, i can post a full plot of religion mind control system and the first step is... traumatize them by creating a inner contradiction.

I gonna post, use google to translate if want.

"Manipulação illuminatti, como ela é feita:

Doutrina de múltiplas camadas
Mostre sem pudor características benignas; esconda
aspectos malignos e controladores.

Minta sobre quem você é.

Estabeleça grupos de frente
"Nós somos um grupo de oração."
"Nós somos um grupo de artes e artesanato."
"Venha conosco prostestar contra a guerra."

Faça promessas de realização de sonhos.
"Podemos fazer seus sonhos se tornarem realidade."

Plante culpa na vítima.
"Nós te demos aquele livro, você pelo menos poderia vir
conversar com a gente uma vez."

Crie um sentimento de urgência. Não dê tempo para a
vítima pensar.
"É muito importante que você venha conosco agora
mesmo. Amanhã talvez seja tarde demais."

Separe a vítima de outros que possam atrapalhar a
doutrinação. Cerque a vítima com propaganda e
seguidores do sistema. Dessa forma, se a dúvida surgir na
mente da vítima, a doutrina pode ser reafirmada por
seguidores felizes e um ambiente amável.
"Você é especial. Você é maravilhoso."

Bombardeie a vítima com amor.
Cerque a vítima de amor incondicional e reforço positivo.
"Nós te amamos, nós te amamos, você é bonito, nós te
amamos!"

Recolha informação sobre a vítima e mire suas fraquezas.

Use essa informação para manipula-la.
"É muito importante que confiemos uns nos outros e nos
abramos sobre coisas pessoais."

Então gradualmente retenha o amor e reforço e comece a
manipular o comportamento.
Faça exigências para a vítima.
"Vá sacar todo o dinheiro da sua conta e dê para nós."

Faça uma agenda rígida.
"Esse trabalho requer todo o seu tempo."

Mantenha a vítima ativa com o mínimo de sono possível.
"Acordamos ao amanhecer, dormimos depois da
meia-noite."

Mantenha a vítima numa dieta carente de proteínas.
"Carne é assasinato. Gostamos de vegetais."

Induza culpa.
"Essas coisas são para os não iluminados."

Controle o fluir de informações.
"Me dê esse livro. Deixe-me ver seu computador
rapidinho."

Encoraje a fofoca e a vigilância.
"Somos tão fortes quanto nosso membro mais fraco."

Confunda a vítima e induza um colapso mental.
"O ego é mal. O Eu é mal. Destrua o Eu e o ego."

Disfarce a psicose resultante de revelação espiritual.
"É normal se sentir confuso, você está expulsando a coisa
ruim."

Deixe-os paranoicos sobre os próprios pensamentos.
"Esses pensamentos não são seus. O seu real Eu está
escondido. Você não conhece a si mesmo."

Alegue divindade.
"Eu sou o mensageiro de Deus."

Invente histórias sobre você mesmo.
"Muitas pessoas têm sonhos e Deus diz para elas que eu
sou o Messias."

Induza transe e dissociação por métodos repetitivos como
cânticos.
"A Palavra é boa, a Palavra é boa."

Induza hiperventilação por exercícios de canto e
respiração.
As pessoas são mais suscetíveis nesses estados de transe.
"Não se sente mais leve, livre e vivo?"

Inicia as crianças em jogos para criar dependência e
alienação obediente na infância.
"Pegue esses blocos coloridos e construa seus
pensamentos. Pegue esses giz e desenhe seus
sentimentos."

Encoraje e separação da família e dos amigos.
"Sua família não parece entender seu novo propósito."

Desencoraje a autonomia.
"Sem o grupo você não é nada."

Tenha confissões grupais para criminalizar a "velha vida".
"Odeio minha antiga vida. Amo minha nova vida."

Isole-os do resto do mundo.
"Venha para o nosso centro. O centro é onde o verdadeiro
trabalho começa."

Faça-os sentir como parte de um grupo de elite.
"Esse trabalho irá salvar a humanidade. Deus nos disse
para te escolher pra esse trabalho."

Desenvolva uma mentalidade "nós contra eles".
"Não seja enganado pelos estranhos."

Dê a vítima inimigos.
"Sua família irá te atacar. Sua antiga religião irá te
enganar."

Faça-os sentir parte de uma missão.
"Esse trabalho é maior que a gente."

Faça-os acreditar que pensamentos críticos sobre a
doutrina são ilusões ganhando poder sobre eles.
"Seu ego e seus desejos estão te dominando."

Faça-os sentir culpados e fracos por causa desses
pensamentos.
"Não decepcione o grupo."

"Deve haver algo de errado com você. A doutrina sempre
funciona. Você não deve estar tentando o bastante."

Induza medo na vítima.
Faça-os acreditar que se saírem ficarão doentes ou
morrerão.
"Você pode ficar doente ou até morrer."

Faça-os acreditar que o corpo é dispensável.
"Seu corpo carnal é temporário e Deus pode te chamar a
qualquer momento para conhecer a Verdade."

Dessemodo eles morrerão por você.
"Beba esse líquido e Deus virá a nós."

How bout alcohol n weed?
Y.