An experiment on change.

Hi brothers and sisters,

Today i experienced 2 examples of how even the good people cannot get along. Just finished things needed to be done, sat down, exhaled deeply and realized this. If so, how are we ever going to get bad people to become good? What more can i do? I am sad. Though i sacrificed everything, though i am willing to share all i know and experienced, co-create anybodies creation, people refuse to listen. To self-obsessed, stuck in self-focus. People see my peace but somehow some emotion is blocking them from realizing this peace is available to them also.

Ok, my sadness is over now. It had to do with seeing the spiritual state of humanity and seeing what is to come simultaneously. How are they going to cope? I lost confidence there.

Suddenly i have a plan. I am going to use what happened to me today and make an effort regardless of the consequences.

Like some of you know i live with a fellow glp'er, fellow student in the school of Universal Energy and soul brother since april last year. This morning i came downstairs to find the internet cables gone and my laptop on the stairs. Rearranged and cleaned my room, connected the laptop and saw i had mail. The lord of this house where i am a guest informed me i had to look elsewhere to live. There is no time limit, important. I gather i am expected to make an effort. The reason given is i sit in the living room to much.

I feel lucky i can still see the humour in all this with much thanks to glp for instructing me.

As far as i can remember i have never been egocentric. I do not know this from experience. From what i see i have never been miserable, just tiny stuff. I never experienced a chaotic mind, just seconds. I bet i was a women for many lifetimes before this one because i never stopped being from when i was a child. Observing is my thing. the opposite of a group-person.

Finishing this post i am wondering about humanity. If good persons cannot tolerate a person like me where does that leave humanity? What amount of suffering does it take? To me zero magnetics is in our near future. An emp? After that planet x? A changes of the earth axis? Will it be like the Mayans tell us? Is there a harvest? There are lots of big questions manifesting in reality. How will humanity cope?

At the same time i am sure humanity is amazing all star brothers and sisters in what is created. I trust That what created humanity.

Thanks for letting me rant and heal myself:)