Guess I need a little help from my friends :)

waiting on the Calvary sucks !

You asked me to keep you updated.

Thank you for your kind words and thoughts

Life is really really hard right now, I am on both phones - with both lines going and texting almost all the time. Systems in place to help are not nearly as fast as one would like. We still need your prayers and good energy :)

Two steps forward one step back. I was asked tonight how I keep doing the work I do while I am juggling all these personal issues. My answer is that giving back is my work, my peace, and right now my salvation. I schedule crying time, and yank myself back together to run at some more barriars. I remind myself that all of these barriars are not barriars again and again- that I am gaining experience- 1st hand up close and personal experience that can only benefit others and myself in all the outreach work I am involved in.

At the same time, I am trying to create and keep some balance and sense of security for myself and those around me. A little music, and laughter, and sharing the journey as much as I can for now.

Good things ARE happening ! I'm trompin on- one foot in front of the other, one problem ( or 20 ) at a time. This will pass, now and in the end we ARE the change. Turns out, I am a hell of a juggler- I never thought I could do all this either ! I honestly believe I am not doing this on my own and thank you from the bottom of my heart.

My love to all you and yours.




lol now I feel all pukie- and wanna erase !

Sending light and love to you and your family.

I know! ....those people at Calvary Temple are so SLOW

Best Wishes

Inside joke :)

I think of this and your support often. In a place most people would see on the surface as less than compassionate, you gave me hope and strength to get through more than I ever thought I could.

xoxo,
CI