new life...........which direction?

My 2nd spouse and I have for all purposes decided that this marriage is no longer working. We are both unhappy and both want to leave it.

I have noticed that while packing, I can fit my whole life of 45yrs in a few boxes in a corner of a bedroom.

I am employed full time, thank God for that. But it's not a job I wouldn't leave in a heart beat if something else came
along.

My kids are grown...2 live back east with their dad. The other lives here with her baby's daddy (and that took all the strength I had this morning to be nice in describing him >:) ).

I really want to just get in my car and drive home (back east). I just want to get as far away from here as I can. This whole ten years has been as bad as Dallas' episode where it was all just a dream/nightmare.

I know the scariest part is just letting go, my fear is making another epic fail for me







So my many dear GLP friends what would you do? Struggle everyday at a job you hate. Stay here because your only daughter is about to give birth in August and is absolutely clueless what she's in for. OR pack my car immediately, get outta dodge and let the chips fall as they may. I am broke I only will have just enough gas money/hotel money for a one-way trip........I miss my mommy....waaaaaaa

Okay let me have it....the good with the bad

Treasures