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How Many Of You Know You Overcame The Programming? And How Many Of You Think You Have Overcome The Programming?
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[quote:Psychonaut SN7:MV80NTUyMDMyXzgyOTY0NTc3XzkwQkY1QkE2] [quote:Anonymous Coward 79439304:MV80NTUyMDMyXzgyOTY0NDkxX0U2OURCOTJB] [quote:Anonymous Coward 75203286:MV80NTUyMDMyXzgyOTYzNDA3XzQzRUI5RkVG] [quote:ALL IS ONE IS ALL:MV80NTUyMDMyXzgyOTYwMDExX0E2MkYwQ0E5] the dark shits have 2 programs to destroy star seed incarnations... drugs... and abortion. [/quote] And the biggie... Inoculations. It is genetically targeted. SIDS = was successfully capped! AUTISM = Worst case scenario because of the BONUS of crippling the parents & family. [/quote] Pretty sure all of this is true. They have me on the starseed druggie story line... I try to reform but that old programming hits like a ton of bricks sometimes. I have never let it get in the way of my mission, though! LOL I mean even if I did indulge it was always weed and I often used it to penetrate the secrecy of the hidden control structure. I was always working. However now I’m retired, just as the Game goes into Harvest time. This feels completely appropriate. I feel lonely but I am able to look around me and see clearly that things outside my control are changing and morphing rapidly. [/quote] This is basically very similar to my current experience at this time. However haven't smoked Cannabis in over a year. Have been using other things though, mainly Dissociatives. I was actually peaking on 3-HO-PCE when I first snapped out of the programming about a week ago. After that I was fucked with hard enough to lose control, gain it back, then lose it again. It was 2 nights ago when I took another dose that allowed me to snap out of it and gain control again... And holy shit immediately as I finished typing the message above a news story popped up. That's been happening a lot when I realize things or share things that I have realized... [/quote]
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If you KNOW what I'm talking about than you KNOW...
Also curious about how many years it took you. It took me 26 damn years before I overcame the programming. Around a week ago I snapped out of it and was able to realize/awaken to it. I've lost control a few times so far by being tricked into losing my mind and in turn not realize it. But I currently have my hands on the wheel again. I'm able to very easily able to silence thoughts now which I didn't realize I could do. As of now silencing thinking is a little harder. I find when my mind is completely silent it is easier to better discern things that I read, hear, and watch...
Whatever the fuck this is it since I realized what was being done it keeps fucking with me. As of now I don't know if I can completely overcome it as this is all new and confusing as hell at times...
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